Sacrifice of the Angels

Tennyinson said that the future is like a lake with a hole in it and the rest will come through.... now that seems very open and very out in lalaland! Life is funny and again it is very open and the future seems very bleak or very fruitfull!! The half full reasoning will suffice for anybody but thats too old and a new line of thinking needs to come to play.

The British Open

As I watch the golfers play for the Clariet Jug I wonder at the what if's of my life and the loves that are gone and the futures of what if and what now! I sdee my friends in the same peril and at least I know that I'm not alone in my journey through life. Yes I can hit a golf ball far and yes I can get the ball in the pin but not constantly..... I look at my high school life and the dreams and love was so much simplier and more hope and her eyes and thoughts, plus the trouble I always got in for my ways of doing and thinking! So like the game of golf which has always been a secret passion of mine, i'm on hole #6 in my life, long par 5 with bunkers and dogleg to the right. I'm about to tee off for the hope of good things to come. This shot must be straight with no hook, draws, nor fades and especially slices. The game of golf will help set out our ideals and values for life. One swing at a time, one breath, and one hole per life cycle!

Adiago for Strings

As the strings in Adiago flow with perfect sound of peace, clarity and a thoughts of sadness, you wonder what Samuel Barber was thinking when he created this masterpiece! Was it from the death of a loved one, loss loved, or something worse being alone and without no hope? Life comes and goes at all angles, for we all need a moment of peace to to help us make life worth living. The strings are perfect and harmonious with a feeling of perfection. Looking into the eyes reveals the soul and all the wonders that can be with the hope of eternal joy!

Hallowed be the Ori

The theme of this matter begins with the thought of was it all destined to happen, the cards were already delt and this is your hand for the rest of your life. Or was it that we can change our destiny? I'm a believer of both ends and so I'm stuck in a delima that is always on my mind.. Heaven and earth, hell and purgatory... Always in the shadow... What will happen?

Time of the Season

The Zombies song Time of Season is a classic and a day like today it is most definately the Tims of Season. In life their are the times when we are so in the zone and it feels so good and all is well and the feeling is so euphoric that nothing can bring me down. Love can be like that as well, it is always at your finger tips. Let it be a smile, nod of the head, kiss, or embrace of the hands it just makes the soul so delightful and the feeling of being on a different level of existance. I know that this sounds like a constant ramble or a diary of a person who is on the verge of loosing all sense of hope... But that cannot ever happen... the will and strength of the heart must avail all.... Life is ever eternal with questions and we must have the conviction to answer them in and face the truth for all that has these question bring us to complete our human delima.

Dog Days of March

You usually hear about the dog days of summer, but this is March where cold meets spring and hope is renewed with thoughts of warm weather or a renewal of life. Or maybe could it be different; just another season with same old complaints and same customs that never change. Maybe we need an eclipse or something to cover sun from our eyes for a moment to awaken our soul to the see the changes around that are occurring every moment in our lifetime. This time always can rekindle some kind of good memory from wearing shorts again, picking up a baseball, playing in the dirt and the time for love and friendship to be renewed. This is a time where memories come back harder than ever. I can remember the summer and winter of 04 where life turned itself upside down. I look back with feelings of why, how stupid, dumb ass, missing her, her kiss, touch, laughter, and two hearts touching. This is the feeling haunts my soul for it went long but felt quick. The food, adventures, walks, ideas, all in hand in hand! Coffee and long talks about stories and writings! Sitting in a garage looking into the woods and creating a story while looking into the eyes of someone who just wants to hold your heart and hand. The wine and stories that were told as if we went on these journeys and sang praises of battles conquered! LIFE HAS CHANGED, but memories still persist through my mind was it a dream? Humans are creatures who desire companionship and to be in that hand and hand, in that life. What if will always be my mantra, but I must always look ahead but the memory still remains! Her touch, her voice, smell and sense of all good things and no chaos.

What is the measure of the heart

What is the measure of the heart?? We use our heart in matters of love and what becomes of it in the long run?? At first the passion is a fire burning hotter than a star, holding your love by a open fire in the outdoors. Gently caressing souls in front of a fire and that time feels so wonderful.... Till the time comes when the heart is still filled with love, but our mind is filled with other thoughts of money, power, other bodies. Look inward at your heart and what does it tell you, yes i love this one and I want no one but that person, but again the mind tell you about the encounter and hope of another that creates the delemia of heart and mind! What to do?? Does it feel like the the song "House of the Rising Sun," by the Animals and it feels like and you can feel and see it in the movie Casino in the end when everyone is dying and it goes to the part where Ginger is dying from being on to much drugs.. The song is playing and she gently slides down to die in a cheap motel... A little bit dramitic but matters of the heart are serious and the weight of the matters can hinder your life. What now...

Curling

Why the curling coverage???? more olympic stories must be told for they give hope to those next in line to step up!

Stand up!

Blogger and Readers

Just stand up and live your life to the fullest!!! Everything is overrated. Be responsible care for others and just to the right thing!!!! Also have a fun fucking time!!!! Hoo-Yah

The Loss

I lost the person who touched my soul recently.... Gave me that touch that made me feel anew and brought me happiness... Now the person has changed their mind and they still want to touch my soul but it is from afar... Respect their wishes and heart but hurt mine.... I think oh well but it will kill me to see them and the good times. I shall have my memories and thoughts to get me by....

Wintery Thoughts

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